Hey.
As much as possible, I don't like to post negative or 'miserable' things here. I want this blog to be full of joy, full of happiness, full of excitement...<--whazat?x)
Okay, but now I think I can't. I might not follow it. I'll break it, for now.:)
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As much as possible, I don't like to post negative or 'miserable' things here. I want this blog to be full of joy, full of happiness, full of excitement...<--whazat?x)
Okay, but now I think I can't. I might not follow it. I'll break it, for now.:)
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I really can't take out of my mind the things that my best friend said the other day. It's totally bothering me. I wish I could turn back time and change the scenario. Instead of staying at their room, I might have just went straight in our room even without anyone's companion - Alone.
Why should it have to be this way? Or maybe I'm just being 'Overacting' that's all..but why can't I forget it? I think something's not right. Something is definitely wrong...
Is it me? Me, who is innocent. Me, who doesn't know anything, at all. Me, who still get confused to spell the words 'believe' and 'receive', huh?! N-o-t-h-i-n-g, I know NOTHING.
What do I have to do? I can't share these things to my mother, which I formerly do. I tried sharing it to my one-and-only bbf, but the only words he said were "Don't mind them." and "Don't think about that..". I'm trying not to mind them, I really do, but I think, the longer time I'll be spending in waiting for the solution, the stronger my fear will evolve. Maybe no one may notice, but deep inside, it's "ouch". (no one, except the person/s who is reading this x).
For now, the only solution that I can think of is to talk to the Lord, pray. I know for sure, He will listen and guide me in any way.
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~michael? I believe you're the only one following this. Okay, I'll hide this.
